Turning 30
Well in a little under a week I shall be saying goodbye to my 20s and hello to old age :-)
So far I haven't been keen to celebrate , well to be honest i rarely do but it seems I must or I shall be killed

Now I have spent the last few hour reminiscing with friends and I came to the realisation that most of my significant memories were from my teens rather than twenties which makes me wonder, "did i waste my twenties working(studying)?"
Also am I fundamentally the same person and will i be different after the next decade
Oh well we shall see
in the meantime I need to book a bar!!!

ok so am back
this time is different
this time no way shall i let things get in the way

random, dull, weird eclectic
all goes in here

oh and maybe some venting (i have a lot to vent)

Night fall

The day is over, the time of play has come to an end
it is time little children to come back in the house

The sun shines no more, the birds have gone silent
the hustle and troubles of the day have come to an end

Sleep now little children and forget the cares you had
Everything is quiet now, all are at peace

It is dark outside,
Night has fallen

I am what you think me to be
there is nothing else apart from how you choose to see me

there is no real me
only the perception you are most willing to accept

random words of 'wisdom' pt 2
trust isnt a commodity to be traded in when the whim pleases
like respect it has to be earned and built upon

never give either away

random words of 'wisdom'
you cannot make a person change
even/especially if its for their own good

the older you get the more you learn when to tolerate and accept people for who they are and when it's time to just walk away

Random moment

My lady midnight

She no longer caresses me
my sweet lady midnight,

gone are our long dark nights
her touch no longer warms me
her sweet night song is over
cold silence remains

She no longer speaks to me
my sweet lady midnight
her words no longer there to comfort
no more stolen glances filled with care
replaced with her piercing stare

I remember those happier nights

Sweet lady midnight
mine no more

Long time no see

Been a while since my last blog
since then quite a bit has changed
am now gainfully employed (well sort of)
live in london and not missing manchy (ok thats a lie)

just realised i havent blogged since october
partially due to a lack of broadband
well all thats corrected now
lets see what happens next